An
old acquaintance reached out to me recently, and I’m fairly well hidden so
that took some work and some luck.Maybe it’s a thing these days, that
when people get older they reach into the past, knowing the end is just
over the next hilltop, or the hilltop after that.An email arrived, and
the name seemed ever so slightly familiar. It had been twenty years. I read it, replied, and we traded a few messages before fading out of each other’s lives
again.In one of my emails I asked about her sculpting, because
she’d always been so passionate about it. She said
she’d given it up years ago, and instead started spending most of her
spare time watching TV and surfing the internet.”I haven’t done any art
in years,” she said. “It seemed pointless.”
It’s a loss to the world, I replied and meant it, when someone who’s creative stops being
creative. Our emailed conversation soon ended, probably because of that line, so I’ll expound but only for you:
People who have music in them should sing,
or play the trumpet, or bang on drums until the cops come banging on the
door. People who want to dance should float and twirl through at least
one room of their home daily. People who want to write
should write, whether it’s about the wildest things in their
memories or imaginations, or the blandest.Our passions make us who we are. If we abandon
our passions we’ve lost a big part of ourselves.Many people are content to consume the
creativity of others, making none of their own, and there’s nothing wrong with not
being creatively inclined. There are plenty of people who (let’s
always be honest) have nothing creative to contribute.If you’ve read
this far, though, I don’t think that’s you.
If you have an urge to create or perform, if you imagine things
others might not, well, you’re the only person
in the universe who can create what you’d create. Nobody else can draw your drawings, tell your stories, or chisel a block to sculpt what you’d sculpt.If you once had a creative spark, you still
have it. Doesn’t matter if it’s been decades. Doesn’t matter whether it pays. Doesn’t matter whether it’s
popular, appreciated, or ignored. Doesn’t even matter whether it’s good. What matters is, if you have something
in you, let it out.
11/28/2020
Republished 4/11/2024


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