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    We are losing the stars.

    Excerpt: More than a third of the Earth’s population — about 2.8 billion people — cannot see the Milky Way from where they live due to artificial light pollution.

    The secret phone recordings of Henry Kissinger, a ‘habitual liar’

    Excerpt: Some consider Henry Kissinger a master statesman who advanced American interests by deftly navigating complex international affairs. Others argue that his achievements were exaggerated, preferring to highlight his violations of international law and his complicity in war crimes. Tom Wells’ The Kissinger Tapes: Inside His Secretly Recorded Phone Conversations will not resolve this debate, because those who view him as savvy and adept will find ways to construe these transcripts as evidence for their position. Reading them reveals Kissinger’s skills as a power broker who strategically maneuvers his way through the political system to achieve his goals. But there is plenty of ammunition here for those of us who view him as a villain.

    The book is a collection of selections from more than 15,000 of Kissinger’s secretly recorded telephone conversations from his time as President Richard Nixon’s national security adviser (1969–1974) and secretary of state (1973–1974). Kissinger intended the recordings for his private use (including in writing his memoirs) and, if necessary, for potential leverage over his domestic political rivals.

    Reviewing collections of transcripts is tricky. There is no core argument or systematic evidence to evaluate. The purpose of the project is to present the subject in his own words. The value lies in a better understanding of the subject and the context in which he acted. Since Kissinger did not intend his transcripts to be public, the collection is a window both into him as a person and into the operations of the U.S. national security state. Four themes stand out.

    The first is the sheer prevalence of systematic deception. For Kissinger, lies weren’t a strategic tool limited to selective uses in international statecraft. They appear to have been part of his personal makeup. Wells notes that he was “a habitual and easy liar.” Throughout the transcripts, he deceives his foreign counterparts, his colleagues, and the media.

    During the clandestine bombings of Cambodia in 1969 and Laos in 1970, for example, Kissinger and Nixon implemented a false-reporting system to hide the strikes from both the State Department and the public. Kissinger claimed to Secretary of State William P. Rogers that he was unaware of the Pentagon Papers, the classified government study, leaked in 1971, that revealed the U.S. government had systematically deceived the public about the Vietnam War; in fact, he knew of the study from the outset. Kissinger repeatedly denied knowledge of wiretaps on officials and journalists, but the FBI later noted that he instituted much of the surveillance himself. He lied to obtain strategic advantage; he lied to shift blame; he lied to protect his reputation and status.

    Stephen Glass, the most notorious fraud in journalism, decided he would live by one simple rule: Always tell the truth. Then he broke that rule.
    by Bill Adair

    Excerpt: Glass made headlines in 1998 when he was fired by the New Republic for inventing characters, scenes, and entire articles for that magazine and several others. The tale of his downfall became a Hollywood film called Shattered Glass, which is largely accurate but still contains fabricated scenes about a fabricator. Glass’s notoriety peaked in 2003 when the film was released and he published The Fabulist, a fictionalized account of his saga that was widely panned. (“Thuddingly broad characterizations of persons and events,” wrote Chris Lehmann in The Washington Post.)

    When I looked into Glass after I got to Duke, I found he hadn’t said much publicly since then. He had moved to Los Angeles and become a legal assistant for a personal-injury firm. In 2013, he was briefly in the headlines again because he was seeking admission to the California bar, which opposed his application. Lawyers didn’t like the idea of a liar in their midst.

    It took me a couple of years, but I eventually connected with Glass and he agreed to come to Duke and talk with students in my ethics class in the spring of 2016. I first met him for breakfast at a coffee shop near campus, where he insisted on paying for his oatmeal just as he had paid for his flight and hotel. He said he did not want to profit from his lies in any way. I had seen old photos of the twentysomething Glass and was surprised how he looked in his late 40s: a high forehead, thin dark hair, and taller than I expected. (Maybe I thought fabulists were short people?)

    I had assigned my ethics students to watch the film, and then surprised them by bringing him to class. “I’d like you to meet Stephen Glass,” I said as we walked in. For an hour he answered their questions about his motivations for lying, the impact of the movie, and his efforts to redeem himself.

    He told the students about restitution payments he’d recently made to the magazines that had published his articles. He had repaid $200,000, which he said was the money he had earned from salaries and article fees, plus interest. “I should have done it earlier,” he told the class. “I took that money and wrote lies.” (He was under no obligation to pay them back, but the California Supreme Court had opined that he should.)

    Glass didn’t win over the crowd. The students later said they were impressed to meet him and glad to hear about the payments, but they felt he came off as introspective and a little meek. When I asked them in a survey if they would consider hiring him as a political fact-checker, most said they would not.

    That day he told me about his wife, Julie Hilden, who had early onset Alzheimer’s disease. He didn’t mention that he was engaged in a new lie, one that he would later describe as “the biggest lie of all.”

    Why I let my 9-year-old ride the subway alone

    Excerpt: No, I did not give him a cell phone. Didn’t want to lose it. And no, I didn’t trail him, like a mommy private eye. I trusted him to figure out that he should take the Lexington Avenue subway down, and the 34th Street crosstown bus home. If he couldn’t do that, I trusted him to ask a stranger. And then I even trusted that stranger not to think, “Gee, I was about to catch my train home, but now I think I’ll abduct this adorable child instead.”

    Long story short: My son got home, ecstatic with independence.

    Famous Brady Bunch house awarded Los Angeles landmark status

    Excerpt: The Los Angeles city council voted unanimously on Wednesday to designate the Brady Bunch house in the San Fernando Valley as a historic-cultural monument.

    The vote grants landmark protection to the house on Dilling Avenue that was used for exterior shots of the TV sitcom that ran from 1969 to 1974.

    Interior scenes were shot on a soundstage, with sets that bore no resemblance to the property that become a photo-op magnet for Brady Bunch fans.

    Me again: Sure looks like a one-story house to me, but the kids lived “upstairs”? Here’s the unraveling of that mystery.

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  • Orange-bellied enforcers

    One fine day, I was riding the bus as often I do. Doesn’t matter which bus or which direction, so we’ll skip that.

    At the next corner was a bus stop, and as the bus approached, I could see a skinny man of about 25, leaning on the bus shelter. He was wearing headphones, but it’s the earbud era, so you don’t often see headphones, so that was what first made me cognizant of this guy’s existence.

    Second thing to be noticed, the man was leaning and facing the wrong way, giving himself a fine view of everything in the city except approaching traffic, which would include the bus. If he’s waiting for a bus, he ought to be looking for a bus.

    The driver pulled to the curb, stopped, and opened the front door to let the man on, but the music man must’ve had his tunes cranked loud, and didn’t hear the bus. Buses, I might add, are not quiet. They make a substantial racket, but still this guy was looking off the wrong way into the distance.

    The driver tooted the bus’s horn, twice in quick succession, and a bus’s horn is even louder than a bus. Still, the man could not be disturbed, and his head was bopping slightly to the tune only he could hear.

    Well, the driver had done what he was supposed to do, plus blasting the horn, which is more than many drivers would do when they’re being ignored, so he closed the door and pulled the bus forward into traffic.

    And that, of course, is when the music man noticed the bus, perhaps from the corner of his eye. He walked, then jobbed, waved, and shouted so loud I could hear him over the bus’s acceleration, but the unspoken answer was no. There are rules to riding the bus, rules which had been broken, plus the traffic light was green so away we went. And my day was slightly brightened.

    ♦ ♦ ♦

    There is much talk in local media about “fare enforcement” on public transit. Too many people ride without paying, say the scolds, so the county spends big bucks hiring “fare ambassadors” to ride the buses and trains, checking passengers for proof of payment.

    It’s my opinion that transit should be free for everyone, same as libraries, parks, schools, streets and sidewalks, police and fire, etc. None of those other publicly-funded services require a fee, so why are people required to pay $3 to get around town? The why is obvious: those other services might be used by well-off people, but public transit is for poor people, and poor people must be punished for their poverty. That’s why a bus ride costs three bucks, but libraries, parks, schools, streets, sidewalks, police and fire departments cost nothing.

    The fare ambassadors aren’t armed and aren’t cops, and if you haven’t paid all they’ll do is issue a warning. Receive three warnings, and you’ll be ordered to pay a small fine. If several un-paid fines accumulate, you’ll be banned from riding. Or at least that’s what’s claimed in frequent press releases and on signs posted at bus stops and bus stations and bus doors — so don’t you dare try riding without paying.

    Four years I’ve been back in Seattle, though, riding the buses and trains, and never have I ever seen a fare ambassador — until Tuesday.

    I’d been waiting at the Burien Transit Center, start of the line for the #F to Renton, and when the bus pulled up I stepped aboard, and flashed my monthly pass at the fare-box. It beeped, meaning it recognized and accepted that I’d paid. I sat, and more passengers came aboard, and two of them wore reflective safety vests emblazoned “Fare Ambassador.”

    Oh, my! It’s the fabled orange-bellied enforcers of who may ride! One of them whipped out a notebook and began scribbling into it, just like I’m doing right now. I scribbled about him, but have no idea what he was scribbling about. The other ambassador simply grabbed a stanchion and stood, as the bus left the depot and rolled onto the street.

    Having fare enforcement on the bus made me semi-nervous. They hadn’t been there when I’d flashed my card, so would they soon be saying, “Excuse me, sir” and demanding proof of payment? I silently argued with myself over whether to loudly argue with them if they did. And I’m not even sure what ‘proof of purchase’ entails — when the fare-box beeps, you don’t get a receipt or a copy of the beep.

    Passengers boarded, stop after stop, and I watched, wondering whether there’d be drama. Same as always, most people paid, but two bums, two men in suits, and one grumpy-looking old lady walked past the fare-box without flashing a card or a smartphone or making payment, and without concern. Lawbreakers! Free riders! Deadbeats! Would the fare ambassadors have their gotcha?

    Nope, nothing was said to any of free riders, and then one of the fare ambassador rang the bell, and they both stepped off the bus at Des Moines Memorial Drive. They’d ridden perhaps a mile, and done no fare enforcement, so what’s the point of them?

    3/6/2028

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  • Dinner and a double feature

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    From Pathetic Life #22
    Wednesday, March 6, 1996

    I’m still feeling lousy, but always up for film noir, and the movies I want to see are playing tonight only at the UC, so I met Josh for dinner and a double feature. The food was good at Hong Kong Villa, but I didn’t have enough appetite to finish it. Been a long time since that’s happened.

    The first feature was 5 Against the House (1955), based on a novel by Jack Finney. I love Finney — he’s maybe my favorite author — but I haven’t read the book. The movie is half a wise-ass college comedy, half a bloated melodrama about a casino caper the frat boys are planning to pull during spring break. None of it’s very believable or interesting, the elaborate can’t-miss plan for the heist is more quaint than clever, and the whole story screeches to a halt while Kim Novak sings a few nightclub numbers. The finale, set in a hydraulic-lift parking garage, is overwrought enough to be fun, and the garage is cool.

    The second feature, Murder by Contract (1958), is a minor masterpiece, following a hit man through his career, starting the day he applies for the job. Vince Edwards (later Dr Kildare) is outstanding as the ice cold but earnest young man whose calling is to kill, and his internal tension makes the audience an accomplice to the crimes. A simple but snappy six-string guitar is the soundtrack, and the cinematography is shady and angular. The script is deliciously viscous, and your mind won’t wander.

    After the movies, Josh drove us home, and he mentioned something about the January issue. “All those people who’ve read your zine and come up to you on Telegraph Avenue when you’d rather be left alone — for what it’s worth, I say, why not just say hello and give ’em a chance?”

    “Nah,” said I. “I hate meeting people, hate being sociable, making small talk, and it’s worst when it’s unexpected.”

    “Yeah,” he said, “but the people who come up to you on Telegraph aren’t ordinary people. They’ve read your zine, and liked it. Maybe that makes ’em worth talking to.”

    “Maybe,” I said after twenty seconds or so, and thinking it over the next day, I still think… maybe.

    Some people have wandered into my life only because of the zine — Josh, for example, and Jay, and Judith, and Sarah-Katherine. Josh’s point is that when someone’s read the zine, and liked it, maybe I shouldn’t be so quick to reject them. And… well, maybe.

    So as an experiment, as a maybe, maybe the next time someone approaches me on the Ave and says “Are you Pathetic Doug?” maybe I won’t deny it. We’ll see.

    That said, if someone’s read the zine and liked it and wants to meet me, I’d still much, much, much rather that they contact me by mail or voice mail.

    This is an entry retyped from an on-paper zine I wrote many years ago, called Pathetic Life. The opinions stated were my opinions then, but might not be my opinions now. Also, I said and did some disgusting things, so parental guidance is advised.

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