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Say something nice.

"Good morning!" I'll say it at work, and sincerely mean it, but that's as far as it goes. I'd really rather not have a ten-minute conversation about your weekend or mine. Your spawn had a play-date with the neighbor's kids? You binge-watched The Sopranos? That's cool, but I don't give a damn.

And let's be honest, you don't give a damn what I did over the weekend, either. Let's just say "Good morning" and get on with the day.

Due to my perfectly reasonable disdain for dumb chit-chat, some people mistakenly think I'm a grump, or that I despise them. Actually, I'm usually in good spirits because I avoid the chit-chat, and I like my co-workers because I know so little about who they really are.

To battle the misconception that I'm a rat-bastard, I'll sometimes try — not try hard, but try — to say something nice. Like, "Oh, you got a haircut, it looks good," and then it turns out she had her hair restyled last October. 

Saying something nice is difficult, but I keep trying. Last week I told a co-worker that he's smart, which is way, way out of my ordinary emotional wheelhouse.

See, I'm inward, not outward. I've embraced my introversion. All invitations will be cordially declined. I have nothing to say unless I have something to say, which doesn't happen often. Social situations, or anything remotely akin to social situations, leave me scratching my head, unsure what to do, usually doing nothing or apologizing after doing the wrong thing.

Now, there's this new coronavirus everyone won't shut up about, and it's hospitalized Libby, a borderline-friend from the office. 350 people work at the insurance company, and she's one of four I've had non-work-related conversations with, one of two where I haven't regretted every word spoken and heard.

I'd prefer that Libby doesn't die. Do they make a Hallmark card for that?

Wanted to say something, but I don’t know her cell number or email address or social media handle or which hospital she's in, or much of anything else. All I know is, her sister works in a different department at the same company, so I sent this email to her sister:

Privacy is almost always my policy, especially at work, so it’s none of my business and I don't need any details. All I ask is, if you speak with your sister Libby, please tell her that she is liked, respected, missed, and worried about, by me at least. Can’t speak for anyone else in the office.

That’s all.

This sister, barely known to me, replied via email 45 minutes later, telling me all the myriad disgusting health details I’d specifically asked not to know. Sigh. Five long paragraphs, to which I replied, "Jeez, that's awful. Sure hope she'll be OK."

They're not sure whether Libby will survive, but her sister says my message was relayed, and appreciated, and that Libby sends me “a big fat e-hug,” so I guess the awkward emails did both of us some good.

You get one life to live, everything goes wrong, and then it's over. In a pandemic, you get one chance to make a last impression. If I never see Libby again, I’m glad I said something nice to her as she was leaving this damned life.

6/10/2020   
Republished: 1/18/2024   

2 comments:

  1. Well, did she survive and did you see her again?

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    1. She survived, and I saw her again, even kept in touch for a while after I left Wisconsin.

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